Memories, eh.

Interesting concept. Memories... how do those work exactly? Like, how do they physically work? Your brain storing things up in there like some kinda billion-gigabyte hard drive... oh gods, I'ma stay away from computer analogies, that'll be the end of me here.

I don't know if I'm the only one that actually feels these four years will have been the best of my life...? Lots of people seem to say that they are. Old folk too, with way more life-type experience than I'll have until they're gone. I think I pretty much believe that... I mean, getting older experiencing new stuff, being independant, living life proper, score. But this point in life is the ideal balance between freedoms that come with your age and irresponsability that comes with your youth. I'm pretty sure if I had the option to freeze time in this era... i.e. we go to highschool year after year and don't age, nobody ages, it's just stuck here forever... if I had the option to do that, I'm thinking I'd probably do it.

Heh, rambunctious is a cool word. Use it in a sentance today!

OR, actually, now that I think about it proper, I wouldn't. Why would I freeze it like that and deny myself living life like normal people? I want to know what it's like to get older, go through University, scramble through jobs, maybe get a family, find a career, buy a cool boat. But if it turns out to suck I so wanna be able to come back to this point in time and live that again. So all I need now is a time machine. But then we get into space-time issues I don't wanna go anywhere near...

Should people fear death? At this age I do, but later I don't know, maybe I'll just be plain sick of living by the time I'm real old.

peter - memory is treachery. about high school being the best 4 years....? uhh no. not really at all. nope. uh uh. at least for me that is, you said the fine balance between freedom and irresponsibility? well i didnt realy get too much freedom, until maybe amonth ago, cuz i can now drive myself to places around the city, not that i have any money to do anything with. freedom = negligible. I'm thinkin 2nd year uni will be good though. The real world wont be so disorienting, and i will be quite independent ( i hope, i dunno about financially, but we'll see) i dunno, im kinda bored by life right now as it is.
fear death? not a mite. Sam may not hold with this, but for me, (as a Christian) if i should die at anytime, i just get to go to heaven sooner. honeslty id rather be there than here.

and i have NO idea how memory physically works, maybe the brain cell storing something dies, and you forget? how does remembering work?? trippin out concept methinks.

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